Thursday, October 8, 2009

Hi all,

Today's a physically and emotionally draining day. Having a terrible migrane. Feeling weak and cold all over. Think I am falling sick. Sigh! I always fall sick when I am emotionally upset!

Went to take a look at him in the ICU. Called him and he blink his eyes. I can't help. My tears just rolled down uncontrollably.

Had a conference with the doctor, intitially, the doctor advised us to wait for another day since his blood pressure has stablilised. The tubes will be pulled out tomorrow.

Then, later in the afternoon, the doctor says that the tubes will be pulled at 11am and he will not survive. So, we need to be mentally prepared.

Already contacted the funeral parlor. They will get ready and be on stand by tomorrow.

Sigh! There's nothing to be done already. No choice. Whoever have to go will go.

On top of that, there are some irriating people. Wonder why some people are like that!

My God, my migrane is killing me!